A Major Epiphany from the Living Your Design Course

I just completed a special live Living Your Design course which was tailored to the specific issues of non-sacral beings (Projectors and Manifestors).  It was taught by Andrea Abay-Abay, a fellow Projector who is trained in Human Design training through Jovian Archive.  This course was extremely helpful for all of the Projectors who participated.  Some of us were well into our deconditioning process and some were new to deconditioning and Human Design.  All of us got immense value from the experience.  During the course I had a major epiphany which I will tell you about in a moment.Andrea AbayabayThe Living Your Design course is the introductory course for the Human Design System as it was originally taught by Ra Uru Hu.  It covers the basics of Human Design as it pertains to all design types.  So we learned about the strategies and decision making authorities of all Human Design types as well as the specifics of all of the energy centers.  What made this class unique is that Andrea made all of the information about other design types pertinent to Projectors.  Projectors are here for others, so it is crucial that we understand others.  It is also crucial that we understand how to manage ourselves in the midst of others.  This includes being aware of how we are susceptible to the conditioning of other energy types.  

While the information was very familiar to me (I am a certified Human Design Specialist through Human Design for Everyone) I had a major epiphany during the course which put me on a whole new level of empowerment.  I had been going through some family stress and conflict which reached its breaking point during the course.  At the point where I felt that I couldn’t endure it any more I suddenly realized that what was going on had nothing to do with me.  The awareness of how I was absorbing and amplifying the conditioning field in my environment catapulted me into a new empowered stance in my relationships with the two Generators in my household.  I gained the clarity I needed to assertively refuse to take on the discord between my family members.  The effect was a palpable shift between these two Generators who were in conflict in my household.  I’m not sure if they actually resolved their conflict, and quite frankly I don’t care.  But the energy changed in the house when I changed how I deal with them.  My experience of them shifted in a dramatically positive way.

Projectors are here to guide the Generators in their lives (when invited), and I was reminded ofmanvsman my very important role in my Generators’ lives.  This did not mean that I had to be their referee or their conflict resolution specialist (as I had attempted to be in the past.)  It meant that I had to be aware of the conditioning that they receive from each other as well as the conditioning that I receive from them, and manage myself by recognizing that what is theirs is not mine.  The Living Your Design Course helped me to do that by the way that we spent time on each of the types and the conditioning in all of the centers.  Something just clicked and I’m glad it did.

Andrea will not be doing this live course for a while, but she does do a private Living Your Design program for people who want individual attention.  And she does also plan to make the live course she just did into an audio download.  I will be sure to let you know more about her upcoming offerings as they become available.