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When an Invitation Ends – The Beloved Trickster

Last week my invitation to be on a real estate team ended. I have been considering what to tell you about this experience which would be useful to your own journey. After much reflection, it seems that the place to start is to tell you that the end of an invitation is not the end of the world. When an invitation begins well, it can also end well.

When an invitation begins well it can also end well.

If you have ever correctly entered into an invitation and were left scratching your head when it ended, please don’t waste your time (and precious energy) wondering what happened. And by all means, don’t blame yourself or the others involved.

As I was processing this with a very wise Projector (thank you Saeri!), she mentioned the trickster energy that can come into play when you enter into a correct invitation. Sometimes when you go in, it looks like you’re going in to get a certain thing. When you get there it turns out you’re there for an entirely different purpose. If you’re wise to the trickster energy, you can stay unattached to the outcome, and it makes for a much smoother ride.

In this case, the trickster dangled the promise of making a good income (in a way that is correct for me) in front of my face. It looked like that was where I was going. Although my splenic authority resonated deeply with the invitation, I suspected that there was more to the purpose of the experience. I felt it. However my mind would’ve been reluctant to take the bait (and would’ve tortured me with its monkey mind gyrations), had it not been set up in a way that met its expectations. The trickster comes to trick the mind into going along for the ride.

Had the trickster not come to draw us (me and my team mates) into this experience, I would’ve retreated back to my home office, still clueless about a few things that I dearly needed to experience. I would not have received the wisdom that my 3/5 profile is destined to discover. And I would not have some crucial pieces of clarity to share with you and others.

So after a wild year-long ride through the world of the mainstream, what did I get from this experience? There is so much richness here that I hardly know what to share now and what to save for later, so that you are not overwhelmed. I got three main things from my adventure in the real estate world that I would not have gotten by sitting behind my desk at home.

  1. I got a window into the the mainstream generator work world, and came to a deep understanding of what sacral beings must do to have satisfaction in their career. Their systems are challenging, complicated and labor intensive…. and they like it that way!
  2. With regard to sacral beings with a lot of individual circuitry (as my team mates were), I developed a deep appreciation for the struggles that they face. The system is designed for conformity and is stacked in the favor of success through homogenized practices. I watched them struggle between what is truly correct for their individuality and the tried and true practices of the business tribe. In the end what worked for their individuality did not work to sustain the team.
  3. Most importantly I gained a powerful new confidence in the magic of who I am. I felt first hand, what works (and doesn’t work) when it comes to connecting with others. I discovered that the people whom I’m here for already recognize and trust me. They will come to me, regardless of what I do or how I do it. I had insight about this prior to the real estate adventure, but now I that I’ve seen it in action, it’s imbedded in my cells.

So dear Projector, this has been the most liberating and empowering journey yet! Thanks for following my adventures. There is more to come for sure. In the meantime I am returning to my desk in my home office (and to my orchard, and also to some minor new invitations) to gather everything I have learned and channel it back into serving you.

Working with Manifesting Generators

The Train Sometimes Leaves the Station Without All the Cars

When I think of these past 6 weeks of being on a new real estate team with two Manifesting Generators, it reminds me of a quote I once read from Ra Uru Hu about the relationship between Projectors and Generators. It went something like this…

(paraphrased) – Once the Projector is invited into a relationship by the Generator it is up to the Projector to grow and nurture the connection.

This bit of insight from Ra has been my guiding light since entering into this team. It has been a great ride so far with lots of twists and turns, brief pauses to reflect and changes in direction.

The team leader (we’ll call her Amy) is a pure Manifesting Generator, meaning that she has the 34/20 channel which runs directly from the sacral center to the throat.

Her husband (we’ll call him Scott), is the administrative person and back up buyer’s agent. He is a Generator with manifesting tendencies. He doesn’t have the 34/20 channel of a pure Manifesting Generator. He has the 12/22 from the solar plexus to the throat. The difference in their energies is palpable. Scott is very laid back. He’s charming and great with clients, but only wants to have contact with them when he is in the mood. … This is a typical 12/22 trait … which is why I am now the primary buyer’s agent. Amy is much more energetic, not only because of the 34/20 channel which brings work energy to the throat, but also because she has all of her other motors, the root, the solar plexus and the will center defined.

 

When we started our journey together we decided to try to do certain things consistently for a limited amount of time. In pure 3/5 profile style (which we all have) we approached our first hundred days together as an experiment in developing new routines and finding our unique way of supporting each other as a team. Consequently we discovered much that hasn’t worked, like a regular daily routine where we do the same thing in the same place with each other among other things.

The main thing I learned right away is how to roll with the quick changes that a Manifestor Generator can make. During our first week together I got a text from Amy as I was going out the door to our regularly scheduled daily morning time in the office. She was letting me know to come dressed and ready to participate in a promotional video. This was the first I heard of it. She apparently decided in her head that it would be a great day to do a video, but was moving so fast that she hadn’t told anyone… not me and not even Scott! It was Scott who reminded her that she was “leaving the station without all the cars”.  I’m really flexible, so this was no big deal for me. I just put on some extra blush and rushed out the door. Amy was very apologetic when she realized what she did.

This experience was a defining moment for me in understanding how a Manifesting Generator truly works. She hadn’t intentionally skipped a step. She just responded so quickly to the opportunity to shoot the video that it seemed to catapult her forward before she had a chance to bring everyone else along. She didn’t mean to leave the station without all the cars. Her engine just lurched her ahead.

So much has changed on our team in these few short weeks we have been together. We let go of most of our original experiments. We have switched some of the business that we started out associating with. We quickly discovered that the routine that we agreed to try wasn’t working form us. Much to my relief and Amy’s too, we no longer feel that we need to keep regular office hours. Amy’s routine was always to work from home, and so was mine. We also gave up the office space, preferring to meet in coffee houses where we can relax and feel free to chat without interruptions.

The biggest challenge I had when some of these routines began to shift, was feeling like I was staying connected and informed. After several cancelled “regularly scheduled” team meetings, I needed to speak up about how I felt and help guide the process of how and when we meet into a more workable format. For us that no longer meant every Tuesday at 10:00 am. It means meeting over coffee on a day and time that feels good for all of us several times a month. In between, we text, email and call to keep each other informed as we’re each doing our thing for the team.

The 34/20 channel of the Manifesting Generator is part of the individual circuitry of the Human Design chart. Amy has this along with other gates which assist me in feeling empowered when I’m around her. As we concluded our meeting today she commented on how much more free she feels without all of the restrictions that “the experts” wanted her to try as a team leader. She feels free to be who she is and work in the way that feels authentic to her.  I echoed her feelings with my appreciation for having that freedom as well. I am free to set my own schedule and work in spurts… as I am designed to do. And now that I have provided some gentle guidance about what I need in order to feel connected to the team, I feel even more secure in my freedom.

BTW I am still very much involved in Human Design Life Coaching. As I learn and grow from my experiences in real estate I’m also getting clearer about the focus of my coaching work. If you want to know more about where I’m headed and how you can ride along, check out Harmonious Work & Life

ROI – My Phrase for 2017

MH900363514Every year, as I contemplate the energies at the beginning, a word or phrase comes to me which contains a theme. This theme is my reference point for how I align the perception of my experiences for the next 12 months. My phrase this year is particularly significant to me as a  Human Design Projector, because it points to the need to develop a deeper awareness about how to manage my personal energy and resources.

ROI – Return on Investment

When this term first came to me back in December, I thought it was all about business. As it turns out ROI applies to all aspects of life. As a Projector who is aware of her human design, the practice of considering the return on my investment of energy and focus is proving to be quite valuable.

Now that I have a career in the mainstream world that puts me in contact with the public on a regular basis, I’m finding it essential to consider my ROI in times when I’m tempted to push too hard or resist the cues from my body to rest. Like a lot of Projectors, I will often feel the need for a nap or a break in the afternoon. When the body speaks and I give myself permission to honor it, I get a significant return on my investment. The rest time multiplies my energy for the balance of the day. My head is clearer and I can be present to the things that are most important. If I ignore my body’s message to rest, the return on my investment is poor. I usually become increasingly unproductive and cranky as the day wears on.

ROI in Business for Projectors

Have you noticed that things that work for others in business don’t seem to work as well for Projectors? When the inconsistent energy to work is coupled with not having motorized energy to speak and be heard, it would seem that, as Projectors, we are at a disadvantage in the traditional business world. At first glance it would seem so, but here’s what I’m discovering…

Less is more than enough when you’re in the right environment with the right people.

At the first of this year I joined a small real estate team with the right people who have the motorized energy to do the heavy work of “lead generation”, selling, paperwork etc. That’s not to say that I don’t do anything. When a qualified buyer is ready to purchase a home I get to do what I do best as a buyer specialist … guide the home purchasing process so that my clients get the best deal and have the smoothest transaction possible. As a Projector, I’m the advisor and guide … for our buyers and also for the two Generators on the team. My job is to…

  • Master the home purchasing system
  • Ask the right questions
  • Provide the best guidance to achieve the goal (of the buyer and the team)

So before I engage in any activity with my team, I ask myself three questions to insure that I get a good return on my investment of energy

  1. Is this mine to do?
  2. Is this the right time to do it?
  3. Is this the most efficient way to do it?

As challenging as it is to avoid succumbing to the voices of “You should be doing more” in my head, I have managed to stay in the waiting and preparation space, so that I don’t waste my energy before it’s time to use it.

In this first month on my team I have spent a lot of time clarifying my role, so that my undefined G center doesn’t take on what’s not mine to do… and my undefined will center isn’t tempted to get in the middle of stuff just to prove that I’m valuable.

In the promotion and marketing arena, much of my time and energy has gone to discerning who I need to connect with to build my own presence and credibility. Not every networking group is for me. Not every business person or potential buyer is going to see me and value me for what I bring to the table. And as a 3/5 Projector, I am probably going to meet the right people by bumping into them or being introduced by the team.

My team and I have also spent a significant amount of time reviewing and streamlining our work processes… clearing out clutter, refining our tracking and communication systems, reviewing software that may enhance efficiency.

Here is a subtle dynamic that I just realized which relates to communication and invitation. Because I get first right of refusal to work with buyers, I am essentially being invited into each transaction by my team.  In other words when someone comes to our team for help in purchasing a home, I am asked whether or not I want to work with that buyer. This enables me to use my splenic authority to discern whether or not it feels correct for me. Believe it or not, I did turn down an invitation, because my spleen wasn’t feeling it. That’s not how I consciously processed the experience in the moment, but that was actually the process I used. The reason I’m sharing this experience is because it sheds light on an important quality of a correct invitation… The people who are inviting you accept you and your decisions without pressure or judgement. In spite of all of the potential mind chatter that threatened to arise within me when I turned down the buyer, there was no judgement from my team. My decision was fully respected.  

One thing that really helped me to understand how to work more efficiently in alignment with my energy type, was a BG5 Career Consultation. I had a very valuable private session with Barbara Ditlow, a Certified BG5 Consultant who is also a Realtor. She gave me some terrific advice, which was based in what she saw in my Human Design Chart. Although I had already ordered and studied the full BG5 report and taken the Foundation Course, her detailed reading and wise counsel really helped me cement in some pieces to make my career approach more powerful.

As Projectors, our best ROI is virtually guaranteed when we follow our strategy of waiting, watching and being invited into things which are correct for us according to our authority. Beyond that, there is also a need for us non-sacral beings to be mindful of how we use and invest the energy that we have at our access.

So dear Projector…

Are you clear about what is yours to do?

Do you have a good feel for the correct timing of your actions?

Are you using your energy efficiently and effectively?

You’re invited to leave comments about your insights on ROI here. Or contact me if you want to refine your energy management skills (I do still do private consultations)

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Can there be a Sub Type of Human Design Projectors that Need a Different Strategy?

Surfer on a WaveAre you confused about Human Design Projector strategy to wait for invitations? Does it seem that waiting hasn’t gotten you very far? Has it seemed to work better for you to initiate action rather than to wait? One reader had a question about this which sparked a conversation which brought up some other aspects about Human Design which are not generally known. Here is the question and response.

Question: I recognise so much in this about myself, but there is ONE big issue that makes me wonder if any of it is true, if this one thing does not feel right. That is: I am 46 now and have had to make many major decisions in my lifetime, from divorce to travelling the world, from moving houses and countries and jobs.. yet none of these would have happened if I had waited for an invitation…

So my life seems so full of evidence that I had to make big decisions, because waiting would have never helped me…

Can there be a subtype of projectors that need a different strategy??? Maybe because of a different soul mission?

Response: I understand your hesitancy to embrace the Human Design system because the strategy to wait for invitations doesn’t seem congruent with what has worked for you. When Ra Uru Hu added the concept of strategy and authority to the system, it was in an attempt to make it more simple, practical and understandable for people.  HD offers a framework for experimentation so that you can discover and be who you really are. So there is nothing you have to do with it beyond following your own discoveries. That said,  there may be many different factors in your individual chart which make it seem like initiating action works better for you than waiting for invitations.

Let’s first look at the concept of an invitation. In general, when you are acting on your own behalf you don’t need an invitation from other people. In other words when you are taking action to take care of yourself, you really only need to do it in correct timing. Evelyn Levenson, of Human Design for Success, talks about the feel of an invitation being like an energetic opening. I will also add that there is an element of recognition involved…. you recognizing that the other who is inviting you is recognizing you for who you really are. There is also a sense of support in the form of energy to do what you need to do. When you are taking correct action to take care of yourself the support may just come in the form of the energy or motivation to take the next step. When the correct action requires the support of others they are usually there offering it to you.

The truth is that we all live imperfect lives where we sometimes have to take leaps of faith. Your history and experience with these leaps will tell you whether or not they truly worked for you. In looking back, only you can know if the path might have been more supportive if you had waited.

You asked “Can there be a subtype of projectors that need a different strategy???” – When looking at your birth chart through the lens of traditional Human Design, the answer would be no. All Projectors need to wait to be invited for the big things in life (the things that require the support and cooperation of other people).

That being said, there are other types of charts which will give you a different understanding of how you are designed to take actions. For instance, Eleanor Haspel-Portner or Unified Life Sciences developed from the Human Design System a multidimensional understanding of the body graph. By running charts for people at key developmental dates, she maps out the mental, spiritual, emotional and physical dimensions of a person’s design.  This could make a difference in the type of strategy you use when you are engaging different aspects of yourself. A Generator friend recently told me that she discovered that her spiritual design is actually a Projector. This made perfect sense to her, because she feels more like a Projector at those times when she is doing spiritual work.

If you are still working to grasp the basics of Human Design, take care not to go off on tangents which will mentally distract you from feeling your own inner prompts. However if your inner cues are telling you one thing while “the system” is telling you something else, it is worth exploring other avenues of information … as long as you end up trusting yourself more deeply.

Another factor that affects your feeling that it’s better to initiate action are the transits. For example, a while back, the 34/20 channel was activated in the energetic transits that affect all of us. This is a classic Manifesting Generator channel.  It made many Projectors feel extra energized or extra exhausted. If you don’t have definition in the gates and channels which are activated in the transits you are open to the conditioning of those energies. You take them in and amplify them so that it feels like they are you. We all are affected by the conditioning of the transits, and at times they allow us temporary access to certain energies themes that we don’t innately have.

There is one other possible factor I want to point out that has to do with the defined will center.  It seems that Projectors with a defined will center have a lot of energy to initiate actions because of their consistent access to willpower. I have also observed that Projectors who have a defined will center with either the gate 21 or gate 45 defined (the two gates that make up the channel which connects the will center to the throat), tend to act more like Manifestors. This is only my observation and hasn’t yet been corroborated with others. I call this “being one gate away from being a Manifestor”. We tend to feel the conditioning in an undefined gate very strongly when the gate next to it is defined. In cases concerning the will center to the throat, the “not-self” experience appears to be almost inescapable.

So I hope I haven’t overwhelmed you with all of this information. If you feel like initiating action works better for you, it may be because of these or other factors. Keep listening to yourself and discerning who you truly are v.s. who you have been conditioned to be. This is the point of studying your Human Design. In the end it’s your trust in yourself that determines how you move through life.

Afterthought – Individual circuitry would also create a feeling that you have to do it alone. People with a lot of individual energy in their charts may feel alone because they aren’t individual circuitrydesigned to fit in with others. They’re designed to do their own thing and beat their own drum of mutation. As a Projector, this could be particularly challenging when you also need other people to facilitate opportunities for you. The gift, if you do have a lot of individual energy as a Projector, is that the more you are your own unique, individual, mutative self, the more you attune your frequency to be recognized for what you’re here to offer to others.

 

The Power of Gratitude for Human Design Projectors

This is Thanksgiving week in the United States.  This time of year is the kick-off to a season which is either potentially magical or potentially dark and depressing.  For sensitive Human Design Projectors, who are constantly absorbing the energies of others around them, it can be particularly challenging.

Isn’t it synchronous that this season of celebration and potential stress, starts with a day which is focused on gratitude?  Gratitude is a high vibrational experience which uplifts and connects the hearts of humanity.  It is the grace which transforms the hearts (and the auras) of humans in a very profound way.

As a Human Design Projector, you are a powerful being of influence and attraction.   Your aura penetrates others and can literally influence them to reorganize themselves on very deep levels… and you don’t even have to do anything but be yourself… but emit the frequency that is authentically you!

It’s so important to stay clear and buoyant (especially during this season of high exchange) as you emit the magic that’s inside of you.  As always … strategy, authority, self-care, and silence when appropriate, are the guidelines of the day.  Then try adding an extra dose of gratitude to fortify your field.  Sit back and observe what happens!  How much more centered, empowered and loving do you feel?

Here is a little meditation that you can do to raise your frequency by activating gratitude and appreciation in your energy field.  Never ever underestimate the strength of your aura. You affect others, because you are here for others.  You can’t avoid it, but you can embrace it and emit the highest frequency possible for your benefit and the benefit of those around you.

An Autumn Note for Human Design Projectors

Happy Autumn!  Happy Harvest!  

The days and nights here in East Tennessee are becoming deliciously cooler, and the leaves on the trees in the mountains are showing hints of the orange, red and gold coloring which will soon turn into a spectacular display of the kind of art that only nature can create.

Our collective focus in the Northern Hemisphere is beginning to turn to reaping the harvest of the year’s efforts and endeavors.  Where have you placed your energy this year?  What is unfolding for you as a result?

As a Human Design Projector you may not always be able to see the clear connection between the correct focus of your energies and the fruits you receive as a result.  We are (in general) designed to accomplish more by pushing less.  And somehow invitations come when we haven’t pushed to get them, but have instead prepared by cultivating a life of joy, filled with endeavors which deepen our passions and call the best out of us.

Such a thing has happened again … right on time … here in my little world.

My good friend who started a massage school about 3 years ago finally decided that she can’t do it all, and she invited me to teach the business course for her students. When I told her about how each student can benefit from knowing about their Human Design … before they spend a bunch of money on marketing and start up strategies which may not work for them … she was doubly thrilled about our new collaboration.

We had our first conversation about this before the start of her first class a few years ago.  And I see now that the timing could not have been any better for me to start now!  She needed to be ready to release and trust.  And I needed to have a little more Human Design experience (to add to the massage business experience) to really create an awesome, one of a kind course for this particular group of people. 

Many Projectors ask the question “How long does it take to get one of those “big” invitations?”.  Of course there is no answer to the question.  It probably has much to do with the nature of the invitation that is looking for you, and the preparation required to align with yourself and the system you are here to use to guide others. So if you’re asking how long it takes to receive a great invitation, try taking your focus off the desire for the invitation and instead put it on your desire to follow your bliss and live your passions.  

You never know what delightful opportunities will show up at the right time in the right way. … Be Ready!

Being Wise About Being Busy

The Gate 34 and What That Means for Human Design Projectors

Have you been  busier than normal lately?  Are you in a cycle of busy … busy … busy … crash?  It’s not unusual for Projectors to have incredible bursts of energy which sets them up for a crash. The undefined sacral center gives us the capacity to amplify the work energy of our Generator friends with the sacral motors.  And because all that work energy doesn’t belong to us, we can’t sustain it.   We push ourselves further than is good for us and then we crash.

If you have been working with your precious Projector energy for a while you are well aware of this dynamic and have probably refined your self-care practices to a fine art.  But there is something in the Human Design transits which can still make you vulnerable to burning out your body by being overly busy.

If you aren’t familiar with what I mean by transits, here are some resources which will fill you in. They came from a conversation that we had on one of our Projector community calls back in September:

http://humandesignprojector.com/resources-from-the-september-projector-teleconference/

gate 34 transit March 31The Gate 34, which is known as the gate of power, is currently transiting Saturn.  It has been for a while and will continue until almost the middle of June.  The gate 34 is one half of the 34/20 channel, which is the classic channel for Manifesting Generators.  The 34/20 is the sacral’s direct energy link to the throat.  If you have ever been around a 34/20 Manifesting Generator you know how much multitasking, step skipping, gotta get it done energy they exude.  The gate 34 is like the direct outlet for the strong sacral motor energy that they embody.  By itself the gate 34 carries the theme of busyness.  So what does it mean when the gate 34 is in the transits?  It means that the theme of being busy is affecting all of us, regardless of energy type.  And when you do not have a sacral motor that desire to be busy can really wear you out.  To understand how it may be affecting you, take a look at your personal Human Design Chart.

Is the gate 34 undefined in your personal chart?  You are likely to experience this transit quite strongly.  Remember that the lack of definition in your chart allows you to take in the influence of that particular energy and amplify it.  So if you have had problems sleeping, or feel an extra push to get things done, it could be the amplified experience of the gate 34 which is creating the pressure.  You may also find that you have extra energy or extra desire to multitask right now.  And if you are around your friends with sacral motors this energy can be particularly intense.  So take great care of yourself during this powerful transit.

Do you have the gate 34 defined in your personal chart?  You may not experience much of a difference in the push to be busy, because you already embody the tendency to be a multitasking person on the go, especially when you are around sacral beings.  The busy … busy … busy … crash cycle may be a part of your daily experience.  And hopefully you have learned the hard way about the importance of resting, discharging energy, and waiting for the right invitations.

There is a great opportunity with this transit to become wise about being busy and being powerful.  The taskmaster influence of Saturn on the gate 34 pushes us toward mastery as we examine if we are using our energy and power in ways that truly serve us.  Projectors are here to become wise about how work can be done in efficient ways which bring order and fulfillment to our lives and the lives of others.  As you journey through your experience of the gate 34 for the next few months, I invite you to consider how its pushy, busy, power inducing influence is affecting your life.  Pay attention to how you are leveraging your energy.  Observe how you experience your own sense of power and whether or not that brings you closer to your life’s innate desires.  Reflect on where you can stop, rest and make space for the openings and invitations to emerge which call forth your wisdom in very powerful ways.

 

 

How to Know When You’re Being Conditioned

Here is a great video from Zeno (a Human Design Projector) about how to recognize when you’re being conditioned.  She starts by talking about how to recognize conditioning in the heart / will center and makes some suggestions about how to deal with it. Zeno brings up a very valuable question in this video.

“How are you reacting to being conditioned?”


Conditioning is a fact of life.  We are all conditioned, either by others or by the transits, all the time.  Awareness of how you are reacting to being conditioned is a key to successfully dealing with the Projector not-self theme of bitterness.  Mismanaged conditioning is a huge source of pain for all Human Design types.  And for Projectors it can fuel bitterness to the point where it throws you out of balance with your true nature.

In the Bitterness to Joy Program you get to explore how you are reacting to conditioning  in your life (past and present) in order to understand how it is fueling your bitterness.  

Is bitterness keeping you from your joy?

You’re invited to join us for the Bitterness to Joy Program!

Projector Bitterness Is Not a Curse

barbed wire fenceWhen Human Design Projectors experience the not-self theme of bitterness it’s like a barbed wire fence which hinders the flow of connection and invitations.  Recently a Projector asked me how to get rid of bitterness.  She saw it very clearly in herself and it was eating her up.  As we worked together it became clear that the deep conditioning in her open centers was fueling much of her bitterness.  Because she was newly embarking upon her Human Design experiment much of this conditioning was coming up in technicolor to facilitate her awareness of it.  In time the bitterness will abate, but for now it is her best friend that let’s her know when and how she is out of balance with her true nature.  It’s not a curse or a punishment.  It’s an integral part of the Projector’s guidance system.

The not-self theme is always present.  It’s like the underlying go-to emotion in everyone’s life regardless of your Human Design type.  It doesn’t matter how “good” you get at following your strategy.  It never goes away.  I have observed the natural frustration in Generators, the anger which rises in Manifestors and of course the bitterness which exudes from Projectors, sometimes when they don’t know it themselves.  Regardless of your type, when you’re following your strategy the emotional ground substance embodied in your theme will eventually no longer control you.  It will become a very valuable part of you which lets you know when you’re off track or not taking care of yourself.

As a Projector it’s not always easy to see when bitterness is coming up.  And depending on the baggage of past conditioning that you’re experiencing in the present moment, it’s not always easy to identify or deal with bitterness as it crops up.  Sometimes it consumes you, and unlike the client who knew it was eating her up, it may just be the sea that you swim in without even knowing.  We’re not here to know ourselves.  We’re here to know others.  But the knowing of others can get way out of balance when you have a lot of openness in your chart or unhealed pain from the past.  When you carry your conditioning unconsciously, or when you are weighed down by years of painful baggage, bitterness becomes a poison rather than a truth serum.

Do you feel like bitterness is a curse?  Does it overwhelm or elude you?  You’re invited to join us for a four part course especially for Human Design Projectors:

“Transform Bitterness to Embrace Joy”

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